Tuesday, 9 October 2007

confused and feeling down...can someone tell me what to do!!!

confused???people just dont understand!

and of all people and bf doesnt understand at all.. haiz...

I know i'm self-pitying..but why do i have to work. why cant i come from an extremely rich family or something so i dont have to depend on others or i dont have to work so bloody hard.

I dont wana work anymore. I cant cope with my studies!!! what am i to do????? no work = no money. hahaha...

the person that understands me most now is esther! she has this power or something. hahahha...amazing.... she knows what i'm thinking about...... i suppose that's her gift! ahahha...

i'm hopeless in knowing what people are thinking about or how to console someone. she's always there for me.....i suppose i dont need my bf anymore....useless...hahahhahaha.... oh well.......

what am i to do. i need internship for summer or during easter holiday and i need my part time work. gosh....and i need to do well in uni....haiz......



arggggghhhhhhhh........ this is all my dad's fault!!!!!why must he send me to UK??????? australia kan baik...got so many friends there and can have so much more fun there....... and the most important is it is so much nearer to malaysia!!!!

should i go back to msia in march????should i should i not??hhhmmm....i hate long haul flights..i dont wana go back anymore...the thought of having to go through 13-hour flight again...oh no....and getting lost in heathrow....hahaha....no thanks!!!!

i hate my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really do!!!! @#^&())(*&^%$#@#$%^&*( !!!!!! whatever.......i dont care anymore....

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'Ron said...

hey leen...i didnt noe you own a bloggy here too...i was anticipating your updates in friendster...but luckily i wasnt too late rite?
hehhehehehe

leen & hom...kenot tahan...should be leen & yang lar...hahahahaha

hey gurl...cheer up k...uk not nice meh? at least you get to experience more than me leh...i feel so stuck in msia noe...

smile yaa...eat more choc!! it helps!! hahahahhha