what?how?

I'm in a dilema. well not really. it's just that now that my roommate is not moving out as she rejected the job in london. (she wanted to go down to london but there are too many obstacles).

now that she has rejected the job in london she has another which is in edinburgh but a much smaller company in comparison.

she is extremely moody today. i can understand that(not all but a lil). being offered the job and having all your hopes in going down to work for that company (which can help you in the future) but not able to go down just because of the visa. it's annoying etc etc cant think of the word. haha...

anyways she sounded out that she wants the contract of this flat to finish soon. so that the 3 of us can find a flat together. i'm actually staying with her just because i can save a little on the rent. but i know this very day would come eventually. she suggested that we get a room on our own. i actually kinda got use to having a roommate. which is nice as i'm always afraid of ghosts (ooppsss..biggest secret out..hahah..)

i'm actually planning to apply to stay in the halls of residences. but i've got the summer to think about as well. i'm not going back this coming summer. plan to get a job placement here.which i've not apply for. i've applied for 2 companies but got rejected. :(

i suppose that i'm not to give up and keep trying..but too busy now (or maybe it's an excuse.hahhaa)

well anyways. hopefully i go through this year with no more obstacles or anything that can interfere with my studies or my money!!!hahaha.....

i'll find a place on my own next academic year! my last year in uni..definitely got to stay in uni. nvr had a chance to go through what it's like! see how it goes.