insomnia

It's 3 am. and what am i doing?! I cant sleep!!! haiz. took panadol. for headache..hahaha but the paracetamol here has caffeine in it!! so how the hell can i sleep?hhahahaha...

i'm so happy that i managed to watch 8tv, TV3 and NTV 7 online!!! so happy. watched Ho Chiak!!!woohoo!!! and when i watched the programme...all sort of emotions suddenly surfaced! I MISS MALAYSIA! there i've said it!!! i miss the "REDNESS" of CNY!! in the programme, the supermarket is decorated with all the CNY decorations etc etc! i miss that. and KAM, COOKIES, FIZZY drinks. i really miss home. I want to go home for CNY!! i hate it here!! i wana go home. i wana go home........

even though my flatmates and i are having reunion dinner. we are having char siew, seafood etc. but the atmosphere is just different! i did not appreciate what i had until it's gone! i dont know what am i to do?!?! wont be celebrating CNY anytime soon...or wont be celebrating anymore! haiz..should have gone to Australia to study!! UK is so the wrong choice!!! hahaahhaha....expensive summore le!! haiz....

i just miss the atmosphere! visiting relatives and friends! how nice is that... over here...the weather is horrible. it's FEBRUARY now!!! Mother Nature, it's not DECEMBER so stop the snow. i've had enough of snow. i just want the sun!!! it has been snowing for most of the week. and I cant understand why! when it's meant to snow it wouldnt snow !! aarrrggghhh... so now still have to pau like bak chang !! haiz... so super cold summore!! aiyo!! and when it's cold i eat even more! hahahaha...hence the chubbiness!! i cnt believe the amount of weight i've gained! i really need to slim down and eat proper meals. but i'm too lazy! and right now i'm feeling sick. sobs....

tmr, technically today i'm going to a Chinese New year festival thingy! i'm wondering will it be good? have to pay for the tickets you know!! but luckily cheap cheap oni..hahahha...lima pound saje... after tht must kuai kuai come home and do my tutorials..lots to catch up on! haiz... so unfair!!! CNY oso need to go to uni and study!! hhmmmpp..or maybe i can approve my own holidays!! hhahaha..nah..i'll never do that...i've been a very good student. attending EVERY SINGLE lecture and tutorial. NEVER once skipped class. coz i know i'll feel extremely guilty. and mind you even when i'm really ill. :) proud of myself!! hehehehe...i suppose i've always been a good girl that's why!!!muahahahhahaha. GAL YOU MUST LEARN FROM ME LAR!!! dont bangun lambat again!! put lar banyak banyak alarm...hahahha..i've got 3 alarm clocks!! hahahha..can die... 2 mobile phone and 1 super loud analog clock(import dari malaysia)!! wakakakaka.... coz kalau off satu alarm ada 2 lagi stand by..aiks why am i changing to malay? hahahaa


I MISS MALAYSIA ( ACTUALLY I MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS)
haiz what can we do? gal are you going back during easter? i wana go home during summer?!?! but....too many buts and reasons!! haiz tak mau balik la!!! so my darling DAJERK come over coz i miss you all BADLY!!! muacks muacks....i love each and every single one of you!!!